getting Married soon :-)

OMG~ I guess my dream really came true -- becoming a wife. Haha, now u know how deperated I am, wanting to get married so much. YES, I'm really "恨嫁" type of girl, especially after seeing most frenz getting married happily, some even had babies oredi, so cute... kawaii ne!
Actually, yee havn't proposed to me yet(I mean formally with flower, diamond ring, dinner, etc). The trigger point was yesterday nite when we argued abt the future wedding plan, which he want it to be simple but I want it to be luxurious. (Hey, that's a dream for every single girls on earth ok?) Then he said it's impossible as the decision has made by his Dad, I was so upset and cried in the bedroom... Later he came in to comfort me, told me that he was planning to propose to me after he promoted to MO(in April) and planning to marry me by end of this year. Haha, that reminds me of last time when we quarrelled and he dunno how to comfort me and just gave me the Valentine's Day gift in advance(which he been hidding it for sometimes)... so, no more surprise on that day. But since Ling and HT r getting marry during the CNY 2008, we have no choice but to make decision whether to be 4 mths earlier or later(My parents' claimed that it's not good to have 2 daughters get married within such short period of time).

Anyway, I dun care, I know that yee really love me and want to marry me and have our own babies(I kept asking him all nite if he regret of saying that, but the answer was NO, hehe)... As for me, I oredi love him so much, want to live together with him for my whole life, addressed each other as husband and wife... so, YES YES YES, I DO... hahaha *shy*

And, I called Dad and Mom abt this great news, they sound a bit worried whether we r too rush or wat, and help me to check if I'm suitable to get marry in Oct. If the Date is not ok, then we will have to wait till mid of 2008 or end of 2008(Which both yee and I tot that it will be too late)... Let's hope the date is perfect. *pray*

... to be continue

I want to keep fit!!!

I'm not fat at all... the reason I want to keep fit is to maintain my weight till CNY. I bought a new dress yesterday nite. OMG~ it's so pretty that I instantly paid for it without second thought eventhough there's no larger size for it. Not regretting at all, as I fit perfectly well in it, hmm... just impossible to zip if I gain another 0.00001kg haha. But hey, I did ask for a larger size, too bad they only left Medium size which looked too big for me(I bought extra small size). What to do? I really love it. It cost me abt S$100.

This remind me of last weekend, when I went Orchard to shop with my sis, Ling. We been there for abt 6 hrs, headache and exhausted, but we found nothing!!! So, can u imagine how excited I was when I finally found it? I got my 1st new year dress!!! Dun have to worry anymore... yeah~~

I got S$500 budget to shop, which louis granted me after the day we quarrelled(of course I won!) So, what's more to shop? A pair of new shoes(which I target in bishan shopping centre), and handbag, a shirt... hmm... tonite will switch the battle field to suntec city... hehe (wait for me yeah)

p/s: Love u, dear, I shop because I want to make u proud ok?

Should I feel happy that my contract being extended?

This morning, my Modules Leader told me that there's a good news for me... I thought it will be transfering me to another team(which means more new work to do and learn). Huh? I knew u will ask y I considered more work as good news? Of course, I have been working like 1-2 hours everyday(just few small bugs to catch) since December when the UAT started... most of the time I just surfing around the net. It was cool actually(especially after been OT for quite sometimes), but soon I found it boring and making my brain stupid as not much thinking occured.

But, I'm a bit happy too as I got the chance to learn abt the stock market, world eco and finance, blah blah blah... all related to how to earn money from stock... and it ended up quite good as the money is rolling... hehe... bigger and bigger...

ok, back to the contract topic. Should I be happy for it? Nah... XXXX lah. The truth is I'm expecting more, like probably an increment, converted to permanent staff(will be eligible for AWS and Bonus) or transfered to another branch which is near to where I stay(That will definitely reduced my travelling time to half an hr or less)... but among all, my main concern is to be converted to permanent staff. I'm planning to sell myself out by end of the yr or propably the begining of next yr*shy* If I'm still a contract staff, company might discontinue my contract after I get married, afraid that I might get pregnant and need to take maternity leave for 2 mths... I came across few cases that happened to female contract staff and I dun want to be one of them... (although I sure that my future husband can afford all my living expenses... hehe)

I wish to work and earn as much as I can with little louis so we can achieve financial independence earlier. That's our goal for the age of 40, we r just 25 now, that means we still have 15 yrs. It's impossibe for me to wait till that time only get pregnant. I love children... so do my little louis... we have so many plans on how to grow them up... and of course to play with them too... so lovely, isn't it?

So, I'm now not very happy abt the Company, abt the HR, abt the project Mgr, abt my team lead... blah blah... I decided not to fix any bugs today... haha... good... feeling much better now...

remind me of wat little louis taught me. "May you burn in hell. Shocked? Don't be, there's more to come. Your life will be as miserable as u wished that u never know me." LOL