Application for Software Engineer (Java Swing)

Had a great chat with my best fren from kch this morning. As usual, we complained abt our "the other half"... haha... really nice, feeling much better after that.
In the end, we concluded that we girls MUST have our own career, cannot stupidly sacrifies ourselves for them(the BFs or Husbands) as they wont appreciate after they get used to it. Dun u agree?
And u know, life's so short... which one would u choose? to go for ur own dream or to sacrify for ur loved one? (incase u can't have both of them the same time) hmm... tricky? No matter which one u give up, u'll regret. Most of the girls face this situation. And my Fren, who's gonna be a mum, have to give up her dream of getting a degree for her baby and husband.
Y guys never have to make such decision? Y they can have both at the same times? Y they always thought that earning money for the family is their only responsiblility?
That's selfish... but they never admit...
My fren is right, better work and earn the money ourselves then to ask from the guys... at least we dun have to "see the color of their face"... dun have to feel timid in front of them... gerr~~
And oso the housework, should be shared between both, not the girls only.
The point is, I'm gonna give it a try on this job. I dunno whether I can get shortlisted or not, but I must try. This is a great job that I always dream of, I'm not going to give it up just becoz of my dear want me to stay by his side all the while... He never stands on my shoes, He dun really have time to accompany me too... y must I always there for him whenever he needs me? That's not fair... and dun tell me that I need to prove my love to him that way... it's nonsenses!
I know I love him, but I'm not his mother that can sacrify everything for him... somemore wat I did all the while for him... he just dint appreciate... sometimes I just wonder which one of him is the one I 1st met and love? Tired, I think I should have get back all the thing I have b4... my frenz... my own social life... my dreams... everything and everything that I give up little by little for him (that I'm not aware of)...
so, new job... I'll prepare myself well enough to go for it... even if I fail in the end... I have no regret as I have give my best (sounds familiar... LOL)

p/s: It's a USA company, headquarters in Silicon Valley. A job abt Java Swing(programming + design) How can I ever find a job that combines both my interest? Somemore, if I'm lucky enough to get hired, I'll have to travel to USA for training... COOL, isn't it? Wish me luck!

好心情的一天

好久没update我我们的blog了... 最近真的很忙... OT很多... 好累喔... 真想放自己一个长假去旅行... 还有4个月我的contract就完了... 可以趁机休息下再找好一点的工作... 有了这一年的工作经验... 我对下一份工很有信心... 也或许会留下来... 就看他们的诚意啦... :-p

老公说想以后专攻外科... 因为他爱上了动手术... (我想可能是那科的护士美眉较多呗... haha)
我真有点担心, 没有别的... 就外科超超超级忙的, 压力大更是出了名的(连我这外行都嘛知道)... 只担心以后见到他的日子是越来越少了... sob sob...

这几天股市到处都是牛在乱跑... 捞了不少"牛粪" (开心ing)
又是Happy Friday了, 时间过得真快... Ling今天也很有空... 陪我MSN chatting...
总而言之... 今天心情特好... 希望一切顺顺利利到下班... 过个快乐的weekend...

I'm a detective... hoho

This was the interesting thing happened 2 weeks ago... I still kept the sms in my hp... hiak hiak hiak :-D

*buzz... buzz...*(hp vibrating sound) oh... one sms came in... let's see who's it(who else could it be?).

"Dear, my XX is 1.21. We earn 800 dollars already. Dun call me genius please... Anyway, u wanna go Jap? Hey yo, small prob" -- Yee

wow! so happy... we earned that much within few days... (today, it's 1.27 oredi... hehe)

"Then u want to sell or hold?" -- Ping

"Of course is hold untill it rise to 8 or 9 dollars like tat" -- Yee

... wait a second, how can he know the share is now 1.21? He always has lots of work to do, not even have time for messaging baby ping...

"Where got share can keep rising till tat high one? Better discuss tonite? Dear, we go Japan honeymoon lah. Ohya, u always said bz, still can check stock?" -- Ping

after a while (really quite a while)... only he replied...

"HT msg me one" -- Yee

... hehe... I got u, dear!