Application for Software Engineer (Java Swing)
Had a great chat with my best fren from kch this morning. As usual, we complained abt our "the other half"... haha... really nice, feeling much better after that.
In the end, we concluded that we girls MUST have our own career, cannot stupidly sacrifies ourselves for them(the BFs or Husbands) as they wont appreciate after they get used to it. Dun u agree?
And u know, life's so short... which one would u choose? to go for ur own dream or to sacrify for ur loved one? (incase u can't have both of them the same time) hmm... tricky? No matter which one u give up, u'll regret. Most of the girls face this situation. And my Fren, who's gonna be a mum, have to give up her dream of getting a degree for her baby and husband.
Y guys never have to make such decision? Y they can have both at the same times? Y they always thought that earning money for the family is their only responsiblility?
That's selfish... but they never admit...
My fren is right, better work and earn the money ourselves then to ask from the guys... at least we dun have to "see the color of their face"... dun have to feel timid in front of them... gerr~~
And oso the housework, should be shared between both, not the girls only.
The point is, I'm gonna give it a try on this job. I dunno whether I can get shortlisted or not, but I must try. This is a great job that I always dream of, I'm not going to give it up just becoz of my dear want me to stay by his side all the while... He never stands on my shoes, He dun really have time to accompany me too... y must I always there for him whenever he needs me? That's not fair... and dun tell me that I need to prove my love to him that way... it's nonsenses!
I know I love him, but I'm not his mother that can sacrify everything for him... somemore wat I did all the while for him... he just dint appreciate... sometimes I just wonder which one of him is the one I 1st met and love? Tired, I think I should have get back all the thing I have b4... my frenz... my own social life... my dreams... everything and everything that I give up little by little for him (that I'm not aware of)...
so, new job... I'll prepare myself well enough to go for it... even if I fail in the end... I have no regret as I have give my best (sounds familiar... LOL)
p/s: It's a USA company, headquarters in Silicon Valley. A job abt Java Swing(programming + design) How can I ever find a job that combines both my interest? Somemore, if I'm lucky enough to get hired, I'll have to travel to USA for training... COOL, isn't it? Wish me luck!
In the end, we concluded that we girls MUST have our own career, cannot stupidly sacrifies ourselves for them(the BFs or Husbands) as they wont appreciate after they get used to it. Dun u agree?
And u know, life's so short... which one would u choose? to go for ur own dream or to sacrify for ur loved one? (incase u can't have both of them the same time) hmm... tricky? No matter which one u give up, u'll regret. Most of the girls face this situation. And my Fren, who's gonna be a mum, have to give up her dream of getting a degree for her baby and husband.
Y guys never have to make such decision? Y they can have both at the same times? Y they always thought that earning money for the family is their only responsiblility?
That's selfish... but they never admit...
My fren is right, better work and earn the money ourselves then to ask from the guys... at least we dun have to "see the color of their face"... dun have to feel timid in front of them... gerr~~
And oso the housework, should be shared between both, not the girls only.
The point is, I'm gonna give it a try on this job. I dunno whether I can get shortlisted or not, but I must try. This is a great job that I always dream of, I'm not going to give it up just becoz of my dear want me to stay by his side all the while... He never stands on my shoes, He dun really have time to accompany me too... y must I always there for him whenever he needs me? That's not fair... and dun tell me that I need to prove my love to him that way... it's nonsenses!
I know I love him, but I'm not his mother that can sacrify everything for him... somemore wat I did all the while for him... he just dint appreciate... sometimes I just wonder which one of him is the one I 1st met and love? Tired, I think I should have get back all the thing I have b4... my frenz... my own social life... my dreams... everything and everything that I give up little by little for him (that I'm not aware of)...
so, new job... I'll prepare myself well enough to go for it... even if I fail in the end... I have no regret as I have give my best (sounds familiar... LOL)
p/s: It's a USA company, headquarters in Silicon Valley. A job abt Java Swing(programming + design) How can I ever find a job that combines both my interest? Somemore, if I'm lucky enough to get hired, I'll have to travel to USA for training... COOL, isn't it? Wish me luck!
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