I'm confused...
recently, I've been asking myself that wat kind of future do I really want?
er... I've no idea, maybe I should start to plan for the coming 5 to10 yrs 1st.
my sister and my brother in law to be are planning to get their Master degree, which I found out few days ago... I was kinda shocked~ only realize that I'm lost(for quite some times...)!!!
I duno whether I still very keen in programming or not(OMG~ I'm doubting abt my profession)... Undeniable, IT world is changing super fast... it becomes more and more difficult for me catching up new skills. Is this the so called "bottleneck"?
I'm tired, mentally... maybe this isn't the right job for me... I've been pushing myself alot. Plus, not really getting along well with my "new" colleagues... I'm not sure whether it's due to different racial, nationality or just culture... to conclude, I hate my current situation, yeah, damn it... :-p
Well, wat I'm dealing with is just only coding, debugging (although they gave me the title of Application Specialist) furthermore, I'm only allowed to touch the front-end, which I've been doing for the past 2-3 yrs. I wanna try something else... more abt analysis, architecture stuff, more back-end design... very sick with the jsp, javascript, struts, action bean, form bean, blah blah blah... all r just the same, not even challenging...
ok, fine, if this company dun provide me with opportunities, there'll always be another company. I applied for Spore PR few weeks ago, once I'm qualified... definitely I'll start hunting for a new job... so, hopefully I can hear from the immigration soon...
er... I've no idea, maybe I should start to plan for the coming 5 to10 yrs 1st.
my sister and my brother in law to be are planning to get their Master degree, which I found out few days ago... I was kinda shocked~ only realize that I'm lost(for quite some times...)!!!
I duno whether I still very keen in programming or not(OMG~ I'm doubting abt my profession)... Undeniable, IT world is changing super fast... it becomes more and more difficult for me catching up new skills. Is this the so called "bottleneck"?
I'm tired, mentally... maybe this isn't the right job for me... I've been pushing myself alot. Plus, not really getting along well with my "new" colleagues... I'm not sure whether it's due to different racial, nationality or just culture... to conclude, I hate my current situation, yeah, damn it... :-p
Well, wat I'm dealing with is just only coding, debugging (although they gave me the title of Application Specialist) furthermore, I'm only allowed to touch the front-end, which I've been doing for the past 2-3 yrs. I wanna try something else... more abt analysis, architecture stuff, more back-end design... very sick with the jsp, javascript, struts, action bean, form bean, blah blah blah... all r just the same, not even challenging...
ok, fine, if this company dun provide me with opportunities, there'll always be another company. I applied for Spore PR few weeks ago, once I'm qualified... definitely I'll start hunting for a new job... so, hopefully I can hear from the immigration soon...
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