baby ping's heart hurts... T_T

yesterday nite, little louis and baby ping quarreled again. she went to sleep with her younger sister, Chin. He dint come to ask for her forgiveness, really disappointed her. All she wants is just his concern only, maybe just a glass of ribena in time when she was bz ironing his clothes?

She dun understand y nowadays it is so hard for him to do something for her? She wonders if she dun ask from him, will he ever think of doing that for her? The answer is no, definitely.

Before that, he claimed that he dunno wat she wants everytimes when she was mad at him for not doing something that she wished he should. So, She learnt how to open her mouth and requests, just in case he dunno... but, he started to lose patience and sometimes even quarrel with her and blamed her for too demanding.

Of course, this is not the 1st time and she believes that if she can't give up the love to him, then it will never be the last time either. She loves him so much. Just now, she got back those emails he wrote to her few yrs ago and read... all the words r so sweet, all the good memories came back to her mind... She feels a bit warm in her heart, she got her 1st smile since yesterday nite when reading the sentence "I know I owe u time". Now, after writing this blog, she decided to forgive him(if he shows his sincerity to ask for forgiveness tonite)

... to be continued